Hard to believe

I never really put hospital pictures on the blog. They all have been from my phone. I finally decided to put some up since this is our scrapbook.  When C looks back one day I want him to see the good pictures..lol!  Looking back at these pictures it reminds me of how far we have come and it's hard to believe that's us 2 short month's ago.  Our little C is a fighter and can't believe just how much he has changed. I remember getting wheeled into the NICU for the first time and I just started crying at the sight of the babies and then I laid eyes on C and Joe and I just hugged and cried. He was perfect and tiny!!That is one of the hardest sights I have ever seen. Seeing your baby with iv's and machines is not a fun day.. Having to put a gown on and scrub your hands and ask for permission to get your baby out of the crib is just a gut wrenching feeling but that's the hand we were dealt. Leaving the hospital without him was the second hardest thing I had to do. I would never wish that on anyone. The NICU nurses will always hold a special place in our hearts,they all were so wonderful!!  Just a little look back.

Next I hope to finally post about Christmas and P's 4th birthday.

 



daddy and C

me with C when we could feed him and boy was it a ordeal to unhook all the machines but it was so worth it

 

We couldn't hold him this day so I got some shot's of him

 

 

close up,look at that little bandaged hand;(

sweet baby and all the machines and gadgets